listening to lindsay lohan's 'Confessions of A Broken Heart'...
What a misleading song title!
You'd have thought she was singing about some BGR that went wrong.
But nope, the lyrics and music video tell a different story. Go find out yourself.
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I've changed the layout of this blog, both to mark its one year existance, as well as to signify a closure of that certain chapter in my life.
Changing the ringtone of my mobile as well.
Till of late, I was still faced with the moral dilemma of 'to see or not to see'.
Going out with him makes me happy, yet guilty.
It took an ulcer, a fever and a good rest over the past weekend to shake me to my senses completely.
Was reminded of the lyrics in Amazing Grace, "was blind, but now I see".
Why should I be 'one of a million' to him, when I could be 'one in a million' to someone else in the future?
CHAY!!! Get a life, dude! I was stupid but now I'm not! Down the rubbish chute you go...
By the way, the horrendous thing on the tongue left me sounding like Sean Connery. While his was a delightful Scottish brogue, mine was an ulcer accent. Fortunately it's healing well coz I've a couple of VOs to record today.
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According to recent findings reported in the New England Journal of Medicine, one can really die from a broken heart. Women are more prone to it than men.
For twice within a span of one year, I thought mine was broken.
Nevertheless, it seems like my internal organ is made of hardier material.
To be on the safe side, I'll steer clear.
Shall focus on my studies and career in 2006.
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While writing about the recent activities, it struck me that many of my friends are contentedly hitched.
I'm genuinely glad for them, especially when their other halves are wonderful people. At least I know true love still exists.
Do I envy them? Nah, seeing people in bliss gives me a warm fuzzy joyful feeling.
Think this is what being a better person is all about. To be able to rejoice in others' delight.
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15 comments:
Heh. Can I say that I love this layout much better? :P
Why will you be guilty when going out with him?
Here's another broken-hearted kindred spirit saying:
Dun stop looking or feeling!
rhys:
thanks for the well wish! really nice of you :)
but can't be bothered with that at the moment. busy planning super sabos that are worthy of you and eng chong. getty's paid his dues.
welcome to de gang...
andrea:
cause less of a headache i hope :P anyway, u and ur hans make a great couple. fairy tale!!!
anonymous:
ah... ignorance is bliss. let's leave the past behind yeah?
shine:
don't be broken-hearted, babe. bad for health. pilates, on the other hand, does wonder for the health.
When was the last time you saw this guy anyway?
i'm sure the person whom you are "one in a million" to him is still lying somewhere dormant on this universe..
And i am sure that he will appear one day in front of you when you least expected it..
patience is the word and i'm sure he will be worth waiting for ^ ^
The only thing worth waiting for is the Great Robinson's Sale
The only thing worth waiting for is the Great Robinson's Sale
sorry I didn't mean to post twice, erm i mean thrice. Does this post count?
yeah, soon i'm going to be able to put my right leg behind my head and my arm under my left foot (does that work???)
Ha anw at least you've got the farniest bunch of frens...(anonymous included)
u people really crack me up. hah!
anonymous: saw him not very long ago. does it matter really? *deep in thought*
surumi: appearing when i least expect it? oh dear... not when i'm sitting on the toilet bowl i hope.
anonymous: hmm... same nameless person as above or a different character? Luckily you didn't mention Mango sale. Might cause a frenzy amongst the local womenfolk. Can never comprehend coz I'm not into crowd pushing. help.. can't..brrreathe!!!
shine: erm, dear... about doing the human pretzel, that's yoga, not pilates.
Sorry I meant to ask where was the last time you saw him? Don't have to give the exact location...for example, if it's at zouk, you can say opposite Great World shopping centre...if it's Changi Prison, you can say Behind Bars. Well, you get the picture. You won't be giving away anything because most probably, only you and him know what you are talking about. Like business folks like to say, it's all about the location!
i'm sorry xj, my loyalty lies with e and the rest of the gals. but i promise not to gloat too much during the tekan session ok? ha!
where did i last see him?
clue: in the country next to malaysia, national flower vanda miss joaquim.
That means it's not me, I am from Malaysia. :(
yeah our loyalty to de gang will not waver xj!!!! muahahaha...
kay, glad u r moving on!! u so shld. :)
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