listening to jason mraz's 'Geek In Pink'...
Thank you, all you boys and gals out there, whom I'm so glad to have as friends.
I'm really alright. Truly.
I figured I'd better let you know that I'm okay coz I don't want to abuse the care and concern.
Won't want to end up like the Boy Who Cried Wolf.
In case the next time when I'm feeling terrible, you guys will go, 'Not again. We'll never believe her. She's the Gal Who Anyhow Cry'.
If I could make jokes while I'm upset, it means I'm quite fine.
Just couldn't fathom why my tear glands were so active.
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It was the throwing up that got me thinking.
Couldn't eat and spewed lots of white phlegm.
For a while I was kinda excited.
Eating disorder? Wow! That's a new phase in my life. Maybe I'll lose weight!
But knowing the undying love between food and me, I understood it was impossible.
Then suddenly I remembered coming across similar case studies in my TCM lessons.
Inexplicable bouts of sadness, loss of appetite, lethargy, hideous amount of phlegm minus cough.
It's diagnosed as 'shi1 re4'. Usually triggered off by emotional factors, made worse by lack of rest and bad diet. Vicious cycle coz you just get more depressed and more ill. And more depressed. Then more unwell...
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Yeah!!! I knew it!!!
Work shouldn't get me.
I'm over him.
My bank balance is crap but I don't give a hoot.
I miss my pals overseas, but I know they are always there for me regardless of distance.
I miss my chums in Singapore, but I know I can turn to them when the need arises
Finally, a logical explanation for my condition...
Pat on the back for being an attentive student in class.
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